hyuri | Aug. 10th, 2003

Aug. 10th, 2003

we stopped at Stater Bros. so they could pick up some milk and stuff, and I forgot to grab some donuts! and the Krispy Kreme thing was apparently just stocked! T_T so now I get to eat leftover chicken wings and beat myself up for being stupid. I mean, they were right there in front of me when I walked into the store!

oh, and In-N-Out is really growing on me. especially with grilled onions; yum! the fries are damned good too. I think next time I'll just get a Double Double and mooch fries off my uncle though, 'cause I never eat mine. >_>

Current Mood: stupid

on the subject of weird dreams -- how did we get here? -- several things suddenly came to mind. one: that the varying levels of consciousness wherein I can dream, or I'm aware of my surroundings, are somewhat confused for me. I used to (frequently) dream that there was some sort of glowing colony of insect-creatures occupying much of my bed, at which point I would freeze, fully aware but still seeing them, and procede to hyperventilate. almost always waking my mother, despite two doors and some 30 feet intervening.

two: when I die in a dream and it doesn't awaken me, one of several things happen. all sensory input fades, but I remain aware of what's going on around "me;" my "consciousness" expands and I become aware of everything in my dream world, yet remain centered in my "body;" or things simply stop, while I retain awareness of self (but not of time, strangely.)

I also have memories of seeing people looking at me while I sleep. when I've questioned them about it, they've told me quite seriously that my eyes were closed. on the other hand, they've also told me of times when they've tried to awaken me, I responded coherently, and have absolutely no recollection of. I've also been questioned about not responding when I've gotten up to go to the bathroom and then gone back to bed. I had no response for those, since I don't go back to bed once I've gotten up; ergo, I wasn't properly conscious.

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: The Ataris - Takeoffs And Landings

ck. I had one of those “what the hell am I doing here?” experiences last night. when my uncles were taking me over to my grandparents' place, we stopped at In-N-Out for dinner, and at a donut shop for one to get cigarettes. all the while, they're both making typical, crude male comments

“I'd do her!”
“hey, did you see her <body part>?”
“hey Hyuri*, she'd be perfect for you.”
“look at that ass!”
and all I could do was laugh nervously and mutter agreement, hoping that my discomfort wasn't as visible as I felt it was. and then, once I'd fixed the computer and gotten them online, they assumed (“hey, you're a teenaged ‘male’”) that I knew all kinds of places to get free porn online. now, at one point I did, but I realized that finding the sort of thing I was looking for (tasteful nudity, not campy-trampy) that way was more fluke than anything else. after that, I started migrating to mailing lists for my nudity fix. thankfully I still remembered enough about finding TGPs to satisfy them. I hope. but they're on 33.6k dial-up, so it'll probably take them a while to get through the ones I found for them.

in other news, my spine has been in need of a good popping since I fell asleep at my desk the other morning. and naturally, the part that needs it is between my shoulders, where I can't twist it properly to pop it. bah!

* name changed to protect the not-so-innocent.

Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: The Ataris - The Boys Of Summer

the yellow face burns!

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Don McLean - American Pie

I'm thinking this whipped cream might just be a little on the off side.

...

February 23 03? um... wonder how long after the date this stuff is still safe to consume...

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: The Cranberries - Dreams

I really do. despite never having seen even a minute of the show what spawned this particular fic.

"You know," said Willow, "when they get together, and I know they will, it's gonna be real good. I approve of Buffy as Xander's first."

"First?" Giles asked. "Um… I realize it might be a tender subject but…"

"No, it's okay," said Willow. "But Faith doesn't count."

"Doesn't count?" Oz asked. "How do you come up with that."

"Well, I could go into detail, but I'd need charts and graphs and stuff."

"Is there a short version?" asked Giles.

"Yup."

"And?"

"Basically… Xander's a dumbass, and Faith's a big ho."

"Ah."

on the other hand, I dislike Mozilla habit of inserting linebreaks that weren't in the original selection muchly.

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: The Eagles - Witchy Woman

mmm, Saba's being all lovey this morning. and the fic previously mentioned is titled Knight's Chosen and can be found here.

on a completely unrelated note, I have 2 cans of soda left, and one is caffeinated. I'm in trouble.

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: The Ataris - Eight of Nine

oh, and Windows barfed on me again, so I'm feeding my love for XFce. and "persuading" Saba that chewing on my mouse cord is a Bad Idea.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: The Ataris - I Won't Spend Another Night Alone

gawd! what the hell is it with bugs and me? I go to do laundry and find a little black widow in my hamper; there's fruit flies (or something similar) zipping around on my desk; I got cobwebs all over my ceiling; I keep feeling some creepy-crawly or other running across my arm, or my foot (*splat*,) or my face, even!

on the other hand, I haven't been bitten or stung by anything in a year or so...

oh, and Linux froze on me. shit computer is falling apart on me. meh.

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: The Ataris - Radio #2

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Aug. 10th, 2003

Aug. 10th, 2003

fuck!

ooookay.

why must I endure this, world?

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halfway through a dish of peaches and a lot whipped cream...

I love fanfiction.

oops.

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