why must I endure this, world?
Aug. 10th, 2003 05:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hyurick. I had one of those “what the hell am I doing here?” experiences last night. when my uncles were taking me over to my grandparents' place, we stopped at In-N-Out for dinner, and at a donut shop for one to get cigarettes. all the while, they're both making typical, crude male comments
“I'd do her!”
“hey, did you see her <body part>?”
“hey Hyuri*, she'd be perfect for you.”
“look at that ass!”
and all I could do was laugh nervously and mutter agreement, hoping that my discomfort wasn't as visible as I felt it was. and then, once I'd fixed the computer and gotten them online, they assumed (“hey, you're a teenaged ‘male’”) that I knew all kinds of places to get free porn online. now, at one point I did, but I realized that finding the sort of thing I was looking for (tasteful nudity, not campy-trampy) that way was more fluke than anything else. after that, I started migrating to mailing lists for my nudity fix. thankfully I still remembered enough about finding TGPs to satisfy them. I hope. but they're on 33.6k dial-up, so it'll probably take them a while to get through the ones I found for them.
in other news, my spine has been in need of a good popping since I fell asleep at my desk the other morning. and naturally, the part that needs it is between my shoulders, where I can't twist it properly to pop it. bah!
* name changed to protect the not-so-innocent.
“I'd do her!”
“hey, did you see her <body part>?”
“hey Hyuri*, she'd be perfect for you.”
“look at that ass!”
and all I could do was laugh nervously and mutter agreement, hoping that my discomfort wasn't as visible as I felt it was. and then, once I'd fixed the computer and gotten them online, they assumed (“hey, you're a teenaged ‘male’”) that I knew all kinds of places to get free porn online. now, at one point I did, but I realized that finding the sort of thing I was looking for (tasteful nudity, not campy-trampy) that way was more fluke than anything else. after that, I started migrating to mailing lists for my nudity fix. thankfully I still remembered enough about finding TGPs to satisfy them. I hope. but they're on 33.6k dial-up, so it'll probably take them a while to get through the ones I found for them.
in other news, my spine has been in need of a good popping since I fell asleep at my desk the other morning. and naturally, the part that needs it is between my shoulders, where I can't twist it properly to pop it. bah!
* name changed to protect the not-so-innocent.
