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Dec. 5th, 2003 06:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hyuriI finally got the application for Longs filled out, ready to turn back in; had a nice bit of chatting with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
drgnmstralex; actually completed my chores of my own volition; and got some pretty good progress towards emptying the backlog of unread forum posts. good things, all of them. happy-making things.
why do I want to just curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep? why is it comforting to feel my arm and realize it's around "room temperature" -- corpse-cold?
and how can I feel happy about those achievements, while at the same time wishing that I could just disappear?
drgnmstralex; actually completed my chores of my own volition; and got some pretty good progress towards emptying the backlog of unread forum posts. good things, all of them. happy-making things.why do I want to just curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep? why is it comforting to feel my arm and realize it's around "room temperature" -- corpse-cold?
and how can I feel happy about those achievements, while at the same time wishing that I could just disappear?
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Date: 2003-12-05 05:41 pm (UTC)