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[hyuri]

I finally got the application for Longs filled out, ready to turn back in; had a nice bit of chatting with drgnmstralex; actually completed my chores of my own volition; and got some pretty good progress towards emptying the backlog of unread forum posts. good things, all of them. happy-making things.

why do I want to just curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep? why is it comforting to feel my arm and realize it's around "room temperature" -- corpse-cold?

and how can I feel happy about those achievements, while at the same time wishing that I could just disappear?

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[wildtigress.livejournal.com]

*mew* I realized that last night. I have everything in the world going for me, yet I'm always bitching about not things being so bad. reminds me of the age old problem of Millionaires.....they aren't happy cause they're not billionaires yet. ^.^;

::hug:: I hope you feel better soon hon.

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

I do, thanks. A bit of sleep (is 11 hours "a bit?") and I'm feeling much more alive. ^_^