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Oct. 25th, 2003 05:51 amI've been feeling oddly euphoric the past couple of days, as one might have gathered from their respective entries. unfortunately, I have a strong feeling that it will all crash again in the next day or so.
it sucks, you know? why can't I just be happy, and not worry about what's going to come after? whenever something good happens, I look behind it for the trick, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
some of the thoughts running through my mind would frighten me, were I capable of such a strong emotion at the moment.
it sucks, you know? why can't I just be happy, and not worry about what's going to come after? whenever something good happens, I look behind it for the trick, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
some of the thoughts running through my mind would frighten me, were I capable of such a strong emotion at the moment.
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Date: 2003-10-25 04:03 pm (UTC)For what it's worth, I'm the same way, really. I live for nighttime; I'm such a night owl. I feel more alive and aware and awake starting around 8 or 9 pm. ^^;; Unfortunately, it's also my least mentally/emotionally stable time. I seem to be much
more optimisticless pessimistic in the daytime than I am at night. Go figure. I wonder if there's a reason for that. Maybe some weird chemical thing? O.o