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[hyuri]

I've been feeling oddly euphoric the past couple of days, as one might have gathered from their respective entries. unfortunately, I have a strong feeling that it will all crash again in the next day or so.

it sucks, you know? why can't I just be happy, and not worry about what's going to come after? whenever something good happens, I look behind it for the trick, waiting for the other shoe to drop.

some of the thoughts running through my mind would frighten me, were I capable of such a strong emotion at the moment.

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[drgnmstralex.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry you have to feel that way. For what it's worth, I can sympathize; I'm that way most of the time, myself. Still, there's no good reason for anything negative to happen, so stay positive and cheerful! *hugs* ^__^

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I feel much better now, in the daylight. ~_~

Funny thing about late night/early morning: it's my favorite time of day, but it's the most hazardous to my emotional stability. I womder if there's some connection there. o_O Listening to Stabbing Westward in such a mood wasn't really the smartest decision I've ever made, though. ¬_¬

[drgnmstralex.livejournal.com]

Good to know. Glad you feel better. ^_^
For what it's worth, I'm the same way, really. I live for nighttime; I'm such a night owl. I feel more alive and aware and awake starting around 8 or 9 pm. ^^;; Unfortunately, it's also my least mentally/emotionally stable time. I seem to be much more optimistic less pessimistic in the daytime than I am at night. Go figure. I wonder if there's a reason for that. Maybe some weird chemical thing? O.o