whatta night
Oct. 10th, 2004 05:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hyuriI’m generally very skeptical of, well—everything, really. I doubt the existence of aliens, I doubt the existence of gods, I doubt the existence of magic, of “paranormal phenomena,” of love and of honest people.
so I always feel rather silly in addition to being creeped‑out when I feel as though I’m being watched by something that isn’t sinister, exactly, but is most certainly not friendly. it’s a peculiar violation of the way I perceive myself.
it also reminds me that I used to have truly intense nightmares as a child, and that perhaps I’m not so far beyond that as I might think...
so I always feel rather silly in addition to being creeped‑out when I feel as though I’m being watched by something that isn’t sinister, exactly, but is most certainly not friendly. it’s a peculiar violation of the way I perceive myself.
it also reminds me that I used to have truly intense nightmares as a child, and that perhaps I’m not so far beyond that as I might think...
