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Feb. 7th, 2003 08:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hyuriokay, so I step back and I'm like taking a look at my body, right? and it hits me: I've already got pretty much the body I want to have -- with some fundamental-but-not-very-important differences -- important in the sense that they're more appearance than overall shape.
of course, the fact that I weight 114 pounds on a good day, at 5 foot 8 and a touch, is rather worrisome (last physical I was almost 6 foot and had been for some years; this bothers me). but I like it, and I'm fairly healthy overall, so I don't think I'll worry too much about it. =D
though the weight does kinda bother me, 'cause I just can't seem to gain any no matter what I do. I eat more and I end up puking it all up; I exercise and I end up losing weight... I'm pretty well stuck here. I do wish I had a little more fat, especially around my ass, 'cause it's bony as all hell and is just no fun to rest on a hard surface for extended periods (read: sitting down hurts after a bit).
of course, the fact that I weight 114 pounds on a good day, at 5 foot 8 and a touch, is rather worrisome (last physical I was almost 6 foot and had been for some years; this bothers me). but I like it, and I'm fairly healthy overall, so I don't think I'll worry too much about it. =D
though the weight does kinda bother me, 'cause I just can't seem to gain any no matter what I do. I eat more and I end up puking it all up; I exercise and I end up losing weight... I'm pretty well stuck here. I do wish I had a little more fat, especially around my ass, 'cause it's bony as all hell and is just no fun to rest on a hard surface for extended periods (read: sitting down hurts after a bit).
