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[hyuri]

okay, so I had my cry. I also finished the pack of cigarettes I had (six) on my way up to the store to buy another one, from which I smoked another, along with a bottle of Gatorade. (are you disappointed in me, Charles?)

tally: 1 middlin' cry, 7 cigarettes, ~10 ounces of Berry-Citrus Gatorade, couple of hours of walking, and $6.18 out of the wallet.

feeling more centered now, so I guess it comes out even in the end.

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[drgnmstralex.livejournal.com]

How DARE you smoke a cigarette with Gatorade! It destroys the delicate balance of flavor and... um... flavor... uh... nm. XD

Nah. I'm not disappointed. I wouldn't say that smoking's a good habit to get yourself into, but I'll forgive you, attributing it to your mood at the time. Sometimes, you just need something to help you relax, eh? ^^

I hope you're feeling better, hon. *hugs close* All my best to your brother; lord knows I know what he must be feeling now... and what you're feeling as well. Don't worry, you'll make it alright. Just keep it up with the Gatorade, and snuggle some plushies or something. ^_^
If you want, I'll give you a call later?

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm feeling pretty normal right now, which is probably somewhat abnormal, but when am I not? And hey! I'm always in a mood like that when I smoke! Kind of a measure of how out of whack my head is. And it wasn't so much to help me relax as to get me wired. As little as I smoke, I was damn near floating for a while there. ^^

You're always welcome to call, as long as you're aware that I: may or may not be awake; may or may not be coherent; may or may not feel like talking much; and that none of these has any bearing on the others. And that my father might be irritated the phone ringing "at this time of day/night," regardless of the time, and you might get some of that if he answers. -_-

Oh, and I'm on a pretty nocturnal schedule right now. Other than early in the morning, if the sun's up, I'm not. ¬_¬


Am I making any sense? Because I sure as hell don't understand what I just wrote. o_o D00d, I think I'm going to bed before I start hitting on my printer or something.

[drgnmstralex.livejournal.com]

Lol... I can tell you're a little out of your head, but yes, what you said definately makes sense.

....You're lucky I'm not around. I'd put your printer in some kinda ridiculous sexy getup and watch you tackle and s3xx0r the poor thing. XD

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

Good, good.

And I'd pay to see a sexy printer. I really would. ^_~

[angeliccelestia.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
Btw ... did you know that elves get drunk off Gatorade? ^^;;
6 cigs on the way to the store you say? @_@ I thought I was pretty bad. But then, if I'm in a certain mood, the butts fly. ^^;; I wish I could quit once and fr all, but then, I suppose I'll do it when I do it. ^^

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

Usually I'm not that bad. Hell, I bought that pack on my birthday. Back in December. So I'm not exactly a habitual smoker. ^^

And I didn't know that about elves. Funkeh. ^_^