Oh, no, I wouldn't actually do it. Just like I haven't crushed my throat, or stuck myself in the thigh with any of a number of sharp objects, or destroyed/removed certain elements of my anatomy, or decorated my forearms with "interesting" scars, or any of the other painfully self-destructive things I've found myself considering.
Good. That trend had best continue. While you're at it, why not cease the consideration of such things in the first place? Pour your concentration and imagination into things that'd be more conducive to happiness and joy, rather than pain, hmm?
Hey, what can I say? When I'm bored, my thoughts often drift toward the idea of causing harm to someone. And, strange as it may seem, it's safest for me to contemplate hurting myself.
I wouldn't do it if I were you... The instant gratification kinda gets marred by not being able to scratch the inevitable itch because of the cast for a couple of months.
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Date: 2004-02-10 11:43 am (UTC)Seriously, tho... I hope you don't let that odd temptation get the best of you... *worries*
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Date: 2004-02-10 12:02 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-10 12:10 pm (UTC)While you're at it, why not cease the consideration of such things in the first place? Pour your concentration and imagination into things that'd be more conducive to happiness and joy, rather than pain, hmm?
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Date: 2004-02-10 12:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-11 02:09 pm (UTC)The instant gratification kinda gets marred by not being able to scratch the inevitable itch because of the cast for a couple of months.