I won’t bleed

[hyuri]

I need to get a job; not for the money, but because I need something to do. (though the money would be nice.)

also, this coughing is for shit. I’m still rather surprised that I haven’t ruptured anything (yet).

if I can fix it, my brother’s going to let me keep his GBA. he dropped it and now the display is all fucked‑ed up.

I want to sleep for a month and i wish I never had to sleep. I take refuge in fiction, but find a dearth of any shelter.

novelty is so difficult to find anymore. the pleasures of the flesh are so pale and fleeting beside those of the mind.

Comments

[soltice.livejournal.com]

I thought you were working on LJ.NET for awhile, what happened to that?

[hyuri.livejournal.com]

I got bogged down in reworking it for multi‑threading, really on passing arguments to thread delegates. I got kinda lost. As much as I’ve gotten to work, it’s been more guesswork and luck than actual knowledge.

It also doesn’t provide the human contact that I really crave. Not so much talking to people or anything, just being around people in moderate comfort.