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Apr. 27th, 2003 09:42 pmwell, either I was a lot more dependent on caffeine than I thought I was, or the latest bout of depression is seriously fucking with me. I've been pushing myself to stay awake for 12 hours at a time, after getting 10-12 hours of sleep and getting up 'cause my body's too knotted-up and cramped to continue.
somehow or other my mom managed to keep me awake about, uh... 16? hours before I crashed - and my dad turned on the TV a couple hours ago at a volume that nearly deafened me, literally, on the other side of my bedroom wall. while I was still sleeping. not that that state continued. I went from mid-dream to deafened semi-coherent pseudo-alertness. 2 hours later and my eyes are still all sleep weird.
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my headphones are dying. the left side goes dead unless I hold the wire in a certain position, which essentially means I have to point my head down and look up at my monitor so I can bombard my ears equally. wonderful. I need to find a way to keep cats from jumping onto my lap and landing on the cord - or from jumping off without detangling the cord from their legs.
somehow or other my mom managed to keep me awake about, uh... 16? hours before I crashed - and my dad turned on the TV a couple hours ago at a volume that nearly deafened me, literally, on the other side of my bedroom wall. while I was still sleeping. not that that state continued. I went from mid-dream to deafened semi-coherent pseudo-alertness. 2 hours later and my eyes are still all sleep weird.
...
my headphones are dying. the left side goes dead unless I hold the wire in a certain position, which essentially means I have to point my head down and look up at my monitor so I can bombard my ears equally. wonderful. I need to find a way to keep cats from jumping onto my lap and landing on the cord - or from jumping off without detangling the cord from their legs.