fuck is wrong with me?

[hyuri]

been a bit on the icky‑sick side lately. keep going to bed, not being able to sleep, and having to scramble out of bed an hour or so later because I have diarrhea. and fight down a very strong urge to puke while I’m dealing with that and then as I try to sleep.

I’ve actually only gotten (away messages notwithstanding) about 9 hours of sleep in the past few days. I actually caught myself babbling earlier; playing the “um game” and all.

there was a point to this entry. wasn’t there a point to this entry? I thought there was a point to this entry. what the hell happened to it?

I’m going to bed now, before I do something really stupid.