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for the past week or so, I've been existing in one of a pair of states. I'm either functional and pissed off, or passed-out-dead. apparently even my reflexes are deadened in that state, which I'm only achieving when I become too exhausted to stay even minimally conscious.

my short-term memory is disappearing into a haze of rage, melancholy, and exhaustion. it's disturbingly restful.