the punchline is that it's all online somewhere, teenage poetry and all

sometimes you just do things you regret. and sometimes you don't realize you should regret them until years later. just over eight years, this time around.

it's funny though. in hindsight my reaction was both irrational and completely me. she even made the first move - in public, no less.

and I ran away. haven't heard from her since.

and I still run from anything involving deeper emotions.